Thank you for your service. I'm a USAF veteran. I don't have PTSD, so I can't really imagine what you're going through, though I do understand how PTSD can disrupt one's life. My wife has PTSD due to trauma she suffered through as a teenager. I have other service-related issues, namely constant tinnitus and some hearing loss from jet engines and other heavy machinery, despite double hearing protection. I really should see an advocate to find out if I can qualify for partial disability. I regularly see a therapist for personal issues and a psychiatrist for ADHD. Although I've been playing guitar and writing the occasional song since I was at level 18 -- I'm currently at level 63 -- it was only within the last three or four years that I learned that music therapy is a thing, along with exercise, puzzles, model building, adult coloring, and other forms of art. PS I'm not a big fan of using AI to write songs; I use it to help me out of writer's block when I get stuck on lyrics, and for musical ideas and different music genres to help me create my own music. That said, I loved your song. The music is haunting, and the lyrics are powerful. Keep creating. I'll be listening.