I’m also terrified of the camera and using my voice. But, just like with everything else in life, I know that if I confront my fears and spend time with my fear, I will become stronger and develop new skills. Skills that will help me to seek truth, serve others, and fulfill purpose.
I think we all feel the void. I’m task driven. I find myself usually focusing on what’s missing and what I need to do to get it. But, when I force myself to focus on what I have, the gratitude I feel helps make the void go away.