The Fear of Success vs The Fear of the Unknown
It’s interesting that this is the one community I feel comfortable enough to just come and share my most vulnerable thoughts, as raw and transparent as possible Maybe it’s because of Russell’s energy, maybe it’s because of the people, maybe both I recently got an offer that once completed, it can and will literally blow things up for me on a global scale It’s supposed to be a good thing, however, I’ve caught myself falling back into self sabotaging activities At least I’ve spotted early this time I’ve seen how it’s been a pattern, for every time I’m about to hit a big break, I just fall back into things that take me out of it and remain small It’s crazy to think of how gifted I am, the skills, the knowledge, the experiences and truly favoured by God Yet, I’m not fully walking in that reality There’s this part of me that’s afraid of getting that big, I still don’t know why, I’m still trying to understand it In my case, it’s not even that I “think” Naah! I KNOW!!! I’m VERY CERTAIN, I know how super successful I’d be, the big brand I would be, but I’ve just been delaying it, WHY?!!! This time, I’m willing to do things differently, I can’t keep causing my own delay, lol It’s crazy how I feel like I’m just delaying the inevitable, like there’s no way I’d not get there, it’s just about when! Typing this out has helped me put things in perspective I hope it helps bless someone else as well It’s time to move!