More from last night's call
So I figured I’d share this, since it seems directly correlated with the hypnosis session last night. When I saw my first contract, it was before I was even born. In the experience, I was in the spirit realm signing up to come to Earth. A movie kept coming to mind that I loved as a child—Defending Your Life. The difference was that the movie is about what happens after death, while my experience was about before birth. After the call, I went to sleep. I only had about three and a half hours, left before my alarm, but I was glued to that call last night. In my dream, I went back to my childhood—though it was a actual memory. My older sister and I were crying because my father was beating my mother. We didn’t see it, but we could hear it. I think that may have been where I made my first contract on Earth. Somehow, the present-day version of me went back in time to confront my dad and issue a warning don’t hit her anymore. I had to jump through hoops to get to him, but eventually I caught up. I approached him calmly and said, Don’t hit her anymore, or we’re going to have a problem. He didn’t take that lightly and became aggressive, so we started fighting. Long story short, I beat the shit out of my dad. I can’t say I enjoyed it, but it did happen. A couple of weeks ago, we took a road trip to Florida from New Jersey. I had taken that trip many times as a kid, but this was the first time we went together while I was an adult. The topic of my childhood came up. I don’t remember it word for word, but I basically told him that I don’t hold anything against him. Things happen people make mistakes and do things they’re not proud of. The important thing is learning from it and doing better. I’m probably already making this too long, but I feel like all of this was connected. I just wanted to share. Shoutout to @Ministerbeebetta . That may have been the best call I’ve ever been on—not just in the group, but period.