The way out of the fear goes through your fear. So, when I saw this course I just went for it: because I feel mixing is a mystery at the end of the composition chain and the right moment is never happening in life. I prefer grab chances when they occur. My time for this being quiet tight (I am doing so many courses by now, which all slowly klick together, there is nothing of all I could just put aside) I commit doing whats possible to do this course thouroughly, in the time it will need. May it be long or short, easy or difficult. Just show up again and again. Managing things moment by moment as they happen. Slowly but steadily building the craft and knowledge: It will add up. Where it will lead me, time will tell. I prefer the moment to expectation and excessive ego mania. Because the power is in every moment, not in the future nor in yesterday.