Thank you for getting back to me. My main problem’s are hypersomnia, life has passed me by. I couldn’t participate in things with my child or grandchildren. It’s really starting to get to me. Now that I realize time is catching up. Now my back has spinal stenosis, in pain, can’t walk normal. My Bipolar1, has left me nasty and mean. I hate it , can’t help it. Also after being in mental hospital my husband physically threw me out of his truck when I tried to talk to him. When I needed him most he left went to a hotel and refused to answer my calls for three days. The police broke down my door and handcuffed me. Took me to hospital. He is trying now but I can’t let go and can’t trust him. I am trying to. He is a very cold person, nothing bothers him.a counselor told me I can’t remember things because my brain is trying to protect itself. No intimacy for over 20 years. When I saw a new shrink, the first time he told her I was over sexed. Also he has talked against me. Probably starting 25 most likely longer, to people. Even my own child. Every counselor has told me I should leave.Now to old. He doesn’t carry threw with things.one Dr. Put me on a medication that, now I can’t cry even if I want to. That was about ten years ago. Off of it for many years still cant cry. How do I forgive and forget? I hate being so mean to him, can’t help it.Now we don’t really communicate, but I believe we never did. His own family warned me. Was young and dumb. Now I am old and paying for my mistake.Sorry so long, been with him over 50 years. Plenty of dirt.