I don't know who I am or what I am Why I am the way I am Constantly fighting between my heart and mind Wanting to tell everyone everything But also afraid to speak up Wanting to fulfill responsibilities Being the eldest daughter of the house But lacking the courage to do so Maybe I have taken myself down the wrong path Lost in the chaos of my thoughts Trying to make sense of it all Fearing judgment and rejection Keeping my true self hidden Behind a mask of strength and composure Struggling to find my place In a world that constantly demands perfection The pressure weighs heavy on my shoulders As I navigate through life's uncertainties Trying to find my voice In a sea of voices that drown me out Feeling small and insignificant In a world that expects so much From someone who is still trying to figure it all out I long to break free from these chains To find the courage to be vulnerable To embrace my flaws and imperfections To let go of the need to control And just be me, whoever that may be To trust in the journey of self-discovery And find peace within the chaos But the fear grips me tightly Holding me back from taking that leap of faith Keeping me stuck in this cycle of doubt Questioning my worth and purpose Wondering if I will ever find my way Through the darkness that clouds my mind I am a puzzle with missing pieces A canvas waiting to be painted A story waiting to be told But I am also a warrior Fighting against my own insecurities Striving to break free from my self-imposed chains And find the strength within to rise above So I will continue on this journey Embracing the unknown with open arms Trusting that in the end I will emerge stronger, wiser, and more confident Ready to face whatever may come And finally discover who I truly am.