I’m so glad I found this space, as I don’t know anyone else personally who is going through this. I have been in contact with my spirit baby since last November, but I think he may have come to me in dreams years before. Whenever I dream about him I know it’s a visitation dream as I wake up feeling that I have just been in his presence. Sometimes upon waking, I miss him. But I talk to him every day - he sends me signs. There have been so many synchronicities. I communicate with him through my various divination tools, mostly Lenormand, tarot and I’ve just started using a pendulum. I’m 43 and up until I met my partner last October, in the most divinely orchestrated way, I had pretty much given up on becoming a mother, but the universe and my spirit son had other plans! I feel so honoured that he chose me and I look forward to the day when I can welcome him into this world.