Why Can I Go From Calm to Angry so Fast!
I've been really paying attention to my behavior, because like we talked about on Tuesday "if our behavior is off, we need to correct what we believe". And I realized I get angry soooo fast but I'm not an angry person it's so weird. Now normally I am a very sweet, calm go with the flow person but there are some things that trigger me and I am pissed off in a hot second! So I asked the Holy Spirit to reveal to me, where is my belief off that makes me act this way. Annnddd YAALLLL the Holy Spirit revealed it right away as I continued to journal this morning. Something we will talk about this coming Tuesday is how our emotions are warnings to validate and invalidate our goals and beliefs (so excited to go over this concept pretty life changing for me!). When we are angry it means someone is blocking a goal we have. So I thought to myself, "okay, someone is blocking a goal I have but what it is?" Then Holy Spirit revealed to me I have ALOT of expectations for my life, in probably literally EVERY area of my life, down to what time my kids should wake up. I realized I try to live my life based off of my expectations rather than God's expectations. So I need to correct my anger by living my life through God's expectations and not my own! This was beyond freeing for me this morning so I thought I would share!