Aloha new family. I am thrilled to be here. After decades of dark nights of the soul, I am finally ready to help others. I incarnated into a family with much ancestral work to be done, on both sides. I spent my teens and 20's on the verge of suicide. Anxiety, depression, and obsessive thoughts accompanied by painful twitches, multiple panic attacks daily and more. Somehow through this pain, I managed to secure a decade long position as a stage magician (magic assistant) this I believe, is what saved my life, giving me something to live for. I grew up with a very religious mother that never allowed me to believe in magic of any kind, no Santa, no Halloween, most Disney movies were "from the devil" she made me believe the world was dark, and no light nor wonder existed. As a stage magician I was able to help people of all ages believe in something again. To bring magic back into people's lives was, then, my greatest calling and gift. I had no idea that I would one day believe in real magic and help others to do the same. Using real magic, i.e. frequencies, colors, energy healing, sound healing, earthing, the energy in what I ate, meditation, and my own magic/manifesting; I was able to heal myself in ways that 15+ years with counselors, psychiatrist, and on every medication for mental health under the sun, never did. I spent 5 years digging myself out of a darkness so deep that I didn't even know if it was possible. I travelled to Peru and spent a month in the depth of the jungle doing plant medicine ceremonies, and then another month in Thailand to learn both Usui, and Tibetan styles of Reiki and became a level 4 Reiki Master Teacher. I underwent a 3-month long ayurvedic deep purge and cleanse, and then moved to Sedona AZ. There I became a professional psychic, all while undergoing an on-going three-year-long purge and "dark night" that was initiated by the ayahuasca and other plants. I finally purged addictions, trauma, triggers, and so much that was holding me back. It took a lot of work but also was so easy at the same time, being blessed with magic all around me. (plants, sounds, energy) I rediscovered my own magic, and joy, and health and happiness and was immediately called to Hawai'i. I used a POWERFUL manifestation for one final catapult into my new life (I'll describe in another message) transcending all known limitations and totally transforming myself and my life.

Hi everyone. I’m Shilo, I’m joining you all from Sydney in Australia. A bit about me. I’m a paradox of sorts. I am of the earth, grounded, creative, quiet, love solitude I am a theta healing practitioner (in the last two or so years) Love one-on-one time with people. Also a devoted mother of two teen boys, knowing my role to shape them into empowered, heart lead men of the future. and leading by example. The other side is a high energy performer, singer, show owner. With drive, tenacity and blind willpower. Big energy to fill and uplift rooms of people. My role there is to facilitate healing and joy to the audience in that moment of time. An escape from their lives and I’ve watched it in real time, and as I’ve developed in my healing journey, it has impacted my performances. I found Thors posts when the burning question kept appearing.. why have I been on the hamster wheel so long without questioning it? So I was greatly inspired by this community. My mission moving forward here is still to unfold, But I’m resonating deeply with offering myself as a beacon to heal, a message of freedom, to combine my worlds into something greater.