I typed this up before but it didn’t post. Writing this entire thing is discomfort to me. Being vulnerable especially in a group of strangers is hard. The week this program started I lost my 9-5. This triggered a lot of emotions feeling like a failure, worried about what I’m going to do next, and how will i be able to assist my husband in our household. Though he pays all the bills I still like to have incidental money on the side especially since we have had some legal issues with his kids the past few yrs that have cost him tens of thousands of dollars. Right now he is paying 1200 a month that shouldn’t even be a thing. Saying all that to highlight there has been an financial burden placed on him and losing my job is not going to help out. The last couple weeks I have dusted off ALL of my driver services (sparks, roadie, uber, amazon, and DoorDash). I reach out to this lady I used to drop kids off from school for her business. Just so happened she was losing a driver that very week and needed the a replacement. I opened Indeed and started applying for jobs. I already had an interview and I start this week!! With all this I can say I never gave up my faith that God has something bigger and better in store for me. He didn’t even allow enough time to past to collect unemployment before he gave me something where I will make more and have a the flexible schedule I need for my kids. Times like this is a constant reminder that God has the last say and He will always make a way out of no way.