Done โ
Swords. Five years ago I started my yoga teacher training. I finished 98% of the training. Instead of completing it, when I'd feel a nudge to work on the last 2%, instead I'd expand my to-do list. I started collecting all kinds of other courses (that I didn't always finish) telling myself it would make me a more qualified teacher. I still haven't completed that original teacher training. So, I used returning to that and completing the next assignment it requires as my Integration Trial. The moment after I executed, my body felt calm, cohesive, and gently energized - I like I was full of momentum, but not in a chaotic way. In fact, this goal I have been procrastinating for 5 years - I am on track to complete this week. ๐ค This bootcamp process has been incredible, its revealed to my conscious mind, what I was really doing. I was operating from self-doubt, limiting beliefs, fear of what other people think, and conditioning of what "makes sense" and staying stuck in a loop of collecting information to stay hidden, avoiding exposure and perceived risk, and it was all disguised as prudent planning.