Even in the movies music has been apart of my vibe a lot. Singing with people has been and will always be something I’d want every moment. Singing has been and will keep being an inspiration to live with. Finally saying I have fun singing. I have lots of fun dancing to it. I need more inspiration I could say a lot has happened and my brother held it down. My older sibling brought everything out of me down to knowing there can be moments to speak about solutions. Realizing ups n downs can make change in ways good for this world. Music! Can bring out a message.

Never give up on happiness, never give up on telling yourself you did better. Love comes in many ways but suppression is a way to push yourself closer. Many people do things and feel pushed away. How mind blowing can this world get! I’m ready to take on new challenges especially if I get to stand next to the people I want. Nothing on the north side has been sweet. I have to strive and be me. Working on yourself every step of the way and probably longer is a gift. Years flown and come to learn. Finding your inner vibe can be like finding you forgot what made you happy. My favorite part in life is. I was next to the ones I felt closest with. I never had to feel or had have something from someone placed in front of me. I smiled at family for my sweet enjoyment. I know where I’d want to leave things off because it’s me. My own boss “myself”. Realized I did say my nervous thoughts down to my suppressed ones. Having the voice is having your heart say things. Inspiration from my dream last night. Hope everyone loves it.

Yesterday was my birthday. I turned 65. Do I feel 65 ? Do I feel like a actual senior citizen 🤔 😕. What goals will God help me to achieve in this later part of life? One thing I have come to understand is that a person is never too old to learn new things. Stepping into one's purpose is a lifelong experience. My prayers are that I help others a long this journey also 🙏.

Well the calendar says today is Easter Monday? OK. I thought Easter was on Sunday. Anyway I hope and pray that 🙏 everyone had a good weekend. I have not been very sociable lately 😕. Kinda been in a funk lately. Hopefully I can pull myself up by the bootstrap, sooner than later.

When I was a child, I found out at an early age how cruel people could be. So I built barriers around myself, didn't socialize with other kids, became a loner, because it was safer for me. I remember my mom telling me to get out of the house at a certain age, go make some friends, she said. My reply was I don't want to. People are mean. I rather stay in the house. She kicked me out anyways. Why am I sharing this? If it wasn't for mom pushing me out of my comfort zone I wouldn't be at this point of my life right now. Wouldn't have met my husband, had kids, grandkids and a whole lot of wonderful people along the way. Has there been bumps and bruises 😳 yes!! But I eventually healed, learned a few things that have gotten me to where I am today. I'm so thankful that my story didn't end with that little broken girl sheltering from the world. Good morning everyone!!! 🙏