Restating my spiritual journey from today. Thank you for all the support.

I want to start my healing journey. Any suggestions?

I have not been active here for so long now. I have been experiencing a huge downfall in my career and in overall life. I used to blame external conditions for my situation. My family, my ex-boyfriend, and whatnot. But I have realised that the only person responsible for my current situation is my past self. I was being honest myself lately. Taking everything for granted, i.e., my time, resources, opportunities, liberty, etc. I didn't respect all those things which I got in my life and somewhere misused them. And now here it is what we call "karma." But I am grateful that I had this self-realization which will help me in the future.

How do you call all your energy back to you after ending a narcissistic or toxic relationship?

Does it happen that if you are surrounded by toxic people or you have connections with them, then you would be attracting or wanting to have more such people in your life? May be because you feel familiar with them, or you kind of attract them as per the universal law.