Do you have the recording? I couldn’t make it this Sunday but excited to learn about this new direction!

Thanks for being obedient to God and I know he will do amazing things in all of our lives!!❤️❤️🥰

I was born in New Jersey and grew up in a Muslim family. Even though I followed Islam for many years, I never fully felt settled in it. I was always searching, always questioning, always feeling like something deeper was missing. My father and I had very deep spiritual conversations throughout my childhood. He was deeply spiritual and open minded, and we believed in things like past lives and deeper spiritual realities without feeling like they conflicted with religion. I followed Islam largely because he inspired me to, and at times it felt like truth to me, yet I struggled to connect with the community and never fully felt at home in it. When I was six, my family moved to Henderson, Nevada. At eighteen I moved to Fullerton, California, then later to Los Angeles and Newport Beach. In college, I tried to anchor my identity more deeply and became president of the Middle Eastern club. At first it felt incredible, like I finally belonged somewhere. But slowly, one by one, the relationships and connections I cared about began to fall away. Looking back, it felt like God was isolating me over time, stripping away identities and attachments I thought defined me. I struggled deeply with rejection, especially romantically. I felt like I could never find someone who truly chose me, and that pain weighed heavily on my identity. Around age eighteen I was introduced to astrology, and it became a huge passion. I was known as the astrology girl. I studied charts obsessively and viewed it almost like psychology. It felt insightful and meaningful, and I believed it helped me understand people and myself. Eventually I began working with a psychic who I trusted deeply. She was Catholic, which made me feel safe, and we developed a bond that felt like mother and daughter. Through that relationship, I unknowingly entered the New Age. I did not see it that way at the time. I believed I was simply deeply spiritual, open minded, and seeking truth. There were moments where I even felt enlightened, like I had discovered deeper layers of reality, yet I felt alone because I had no one to truly talk to about it.