Can I be honest for a second? I'm tired. Not of trying, but of doubting myself every time something doesn't work out. Every rishta that falls through, my brain goes straight to "what's wrong with me?" Too much? Not enough? I know that's not really how this works, but it doesn't stop the spiral. Then there's the second layer of doubt, am I too picky, or am I settling out of fear of being alone forever? Some nights I genuinely don't know. I make du'a. I try to have tawakkul. But then I still lay there thinking, "what if this just isn't meant for me?" I know logically none of this reflects my worth. But knowing it and actually feeling it are two different things some days. Anyone else in this headspace right now? How do you quiet that voice? 💭