I know it's a little late for a sorta sunrise photo, but here it is anyways. Drawing this type of stuff at night keeps me sane. Have a blessed day y'all.

I was here, just didn't write anything, sometimes the residual effects of chemo will slow you down. And not being as tech savvy as lots of others, I is taking me awhile on figuring out how to download everything that Jims Ai twin wrote during the onboarding and the rest. I am still working on that. So I havent really read the final report, so I will figure that out. I read it briefly yesterday, but I havent figured out how to retrieve it. Anyways I have thoroughly loved this challenge. It has helped me see alot of things. Lots of them I don't wanna see. But that is how we grow isn't it. Thanks for all your input. And your posts there are some deep thinkers on here. Have a kickbutt day y'all!!

Hello y'all. I have a question. Am I the only one here that sucks at taking a compliment or a nice word? People wrote nice things about my post. And I only know how to say thanks. Seems to me that I get many more compliments on here than I do at my own house. And it is strange to me. So I just wanted to say thanks. I hope this doesn't come across as egotistical. I really don't know how to respond to them. Does any of this make sense? Anyways it's out there. And again have a kickbutt evening.

My lowest Harmony dimensions. My financial status and my career. My financial status cause all those years of drinking, can make someone do some stupid stuff. And my career, cause I have been doing it so long, I really need a change. That is why I am learning this digital world. Why wind down pattern is usually been watch a movie. I watch no TV. Just a movie a night, a short one. They are free on Tubi or Roku. Then I post something, study another course, do at least an hour of tangling, then hit the sleep. I don't sleep much cause I spend too much time scrolling. My morning routine is wake up at 5:30. Eat breakfast, which I never did before my chemo and radiation. Now I do it everyday. When you go from 250 to 200 I guess it is necessary. Leave for work around 6:30. Listen to Christian or CW music. Or EW Kenyon, CS lewis, or SmithWigglesworth. I have already done my 1st day open loop, cause it was for work, and I have done some of my 2nd day open loop. posting I will do another tonight. And it always feels good when they are done. No matter the outcome. Is that all. I am not sure. Anyways have a great evening y'all.

I have usually believed that I didn't finish stuff. But alas it isnt totally true. It must of came from when I was trying to learn guitar. I took lessons for 6 WHOLE months, haha, and got upset that I wasnt up to Roy Clark level. But I do finish stuff. I finished Art school at UT in Austin. I have held a job in the same field for over 30 years. As of now I haven't quit AA, 4 years as of Aug 31. My new identity is that "I am the guy that finishes things he is truly interested in. Like I always finish my tangles, takes me a week or so. But they get done. And I got the post done today. I will say mediating is slowly getting easier for me. Not an everyday meditater, but starting to do it more regularly. Have a great evening y'all.