Does anyone else ever go through lack of interest kinda like you know you gotta do work you know you got things you have to get done but yet you have no interest or ambition to do either one. I have found that through my sobriety and my recovery that there are days when I just don’t have any interest to do anything I just get so wrapped up in the calm and peace of my life that I don’t want to do anything to disrupt that. Now, yes, of course I am dealing with a course of depression, but I am on medication for all of that. I don’t really think it is my depression because I don’t feel sad. I don’t feel bad. I don’t feel happy. I just feel what they so-called say is normal. Maybe it’s just because of so many years that I fought my addiction and then I went into my sobriety and that took a while and then now I’m in my recovery and even though yes I don’t drink, its just Work every day to be sober and I’m OK with that. I’m not sure really why I’m on this rant today but I just wanted to throw it out there get peoples thoughts.

Just living my best sober life in recovery 🦋 What is everyone up to! How is your day going!! How are you living your best life?

My babies were taken from me February 2022. I did not get them back until October 2023. That was the lowest but most cherished time of my life. That is when I got sober. That time while apart allowed me to get healthier. I had time to really work on what was driving me to drink. We all believe it’s the alcohol that makes you the alcoholic but it’s more about the emotional trauma that is in our past and present. But if we do the work those traumas will not go into our futures. We are all human and no one is perfect. It’s about moving forward and being grateful for everything and everyday you stay peaceful positive and grateful. We do recover and we do live the so called normal life. Happy Easter 🐣 and Blessed thoughts to all your families!

So I am curious what has been everyone’s hardest part of recovery whether it was in the beginning or still being hard today. For me it’s still hard on the days of my Parents death and holidays. In the beginning I seemed to be more focused on how they died almost reliving the whole experience. Now slowly as I am healing I am more able to start seeing the good times!

You may want to hear this !