I was not able to teach Zoom Class on Thursday because I am in the hospital. Oh my, I need to admit something to all of you. I didn't pray. I didn't stop and pray when I knew I was so sick. I just started telling Rob what I needed to do. Nothing goes well with this start. Honest, I don't remember praying until Monday morning. I was in the 3rd day of my being too ill to ignore what was going on. I don't want the details of the mess to be my story, so please give me a pass. But the gist of it all is I was in a hospital they were wanting to do a procedure that would require anesthesia and I knew my oncologist needed to make the decision and I was not at MD Anderson, 😞on the 6th day after chemo things are different with cancer. . I tucked my head into the covers of my hospital bed and did a big woe is me thing. I cried and cried, and then I told Jesus how alone I was. Then I remembered He was right there all along and I had not been praying. I didn't even repent at that time. I just started talking to Jesus. He heard and everything started changing when I prayed. I am where I need to be now. Someday maybe I will tell the other part of the story, but it isn't my story. Welcome to "I'm in a Battle with Cancer, Living Life Out Loud with Jesus." Kathleen