Happy Belated Mama's Day!
It's tough for me to be on here these day with so much in our lives transitioning and as I'm working hard to get my physical health back on track!! but I didn't want to miss the opportunity to share with you what God spoke to my heart this year...Every year is tough for me (having no children but desiring them deeply) but this year came with peace for the first time in a long time.... When I was young, both my mom and I remember I’d say: “I don’t want to be a mom… I just want to be a grandma.” Innocent words at the time. But now, at 50 years old, it kinda makes ya wonder. LOL. Because I don’t have children of my own in the natural sense, but somehow God has filled my life with children I get to love, pour into, help raise in small ways, cheer on, pray over, and be “Aunty” to. And honestly… that matters to me more than I can explain. There are little ones, young ones, and even grown ones who look up to me, trust me, love me, and let me have a place in their lives. And every once in a while, I’ll stop and think, “Lord… You really do have ways of fulfilling things we don’t even understand when we’re saying them.” Isaiah 54:1 says: “Sing, O barren, you who have not borne! Break forth into singing, and cry aloud… For more are the children of the desolate than the children of the married woman,” says the Lord. I know this verse carries a much bigger promise, but it comforts me personally too. Because God doesn’t only build families one way. Sometimes He gives you children through birth.Sometimes He gives you children through love.Sometimes He makes you an aunty, a mentor, a safe place, a prayer covering, a steady voice, a soft landing. And I love how God can take the places that could’ve felt empty and fill them with purpose, laughter, relationship, and legacy. Maybe I was never just saying I wanted to be a grandma. Maybe somewhere deep inside, I was saying I wanted to love generations. And by the grace of God… I get to. 💛 Love Y'all Be Salty & Stay Lit!