That’s beautiful Patricia 🙏 thank you for sharing, this helped me to remember that when we open up new possibilities, life comes to dance with us. I’m blessed to hear that you are seeing that you are exactly where you need to be on your journey, I think there’s great excitement in realizing that our current circumstances, all though not always nice, are often the perfect tools to help us grow spiritually. My environment has been hell a lot as well, but it’s like the poop that acts like fertilizer for our awakening haha. One thing I’d like to share that I think you’d enjoy, that I learned recently, is that there is this concept in Hinduism called “The three Gunas” or three tendencies of our energy Tamas : lethargic, slow , heavy and dense energy. Rajas: passion, drive, movement and desire Sattva: wholesome, enlightened, harmony And These states of energy go in order. So when we are feeling really heavy dense, slow energy where we feel bored or tired, or even a bit depressed, We can change this “Tamas” energy, into Rajas energy, through movement or taking action. Which can lead us to experiencing the “Sattva” type energy where we feel in harmony. Sounds a lot like your experience so I thought I’d share ! Much love. 🙏