I’m committing to a weekly meeting with myself to access what I’m up to with all things money, including each time further steps to increase my credit scores, track spending and investing, ect

I typically have a good sense of how the resources I have on hand and mostly aware of what I owe (though I do have more avoidance here). Sometimes I also pretend I have less so I have more of an urgency to earn. What’s harder to predict for me as an entrepreneur is what I can expect to come in because that’s been more up and down typically.

Exposure, staying small means I don't get noticed and can hide more easily and get what I need without the risk of other humans getting in my way. Staying small keeps me from risking the exposure to judgements and conditions where I might not 'meet the mark" which could also put the people I love at risk too. Better to sit back and stay in control. People with power are dangerous and I want to stay away from them if I am in this way of thinking. Fortunately I am understanding more and more everyday that nothing can hurt me because I am myself powerful and capable. And I'm getting that being small is actually quite painful in itself. In that there's only upside.

That passionate 9 year old that felt like she could do anything and everything and always thinks big. The young teen that read "Think and Grow Rich" and all those PMA books my parents got from Amway. The part of me that understands that the work I do w birthing families is valuable and shouldn't be limited to the in person clients I have. The part of my that's generous and good at allocating things. The part of me that wants the people I love, myself included to have all the nicest things and their way made easier. That part of me that already loves money and investing and being ahead of the game.

I am making more money than I ever did before and I am investing 10% of everything I make.