I feel as though I have been stuck on a merry-go-round, spinning faster and faster, out of control for the last 15 years. Trapped in a constant spiral, everything feels like a blur. Nobody is here to slow the spinning, and I can’t reach the ground to do it on my own. Still, I hold onto the rails for dear life - but I am getting tired. So God, please, won’t you just slow it down a bit?