Even the best decisions have consequences. That is a fact of life, but it's something I've been wrestling with really hard.The last couple weeks. About a year ago I helped a former client start in a adaptive fitness program.\n Or at least I thought I was hoping\n Things were going great. I wasn't getting paid anything, but I was enjoying what I was doing.. Then over the last couple of weeks, he started making decisions that I didn't really agree with, so I stepped away and started training 2 of our former clients, independently and getting paid.\n Well, since I told him I was stepping away. He hasn't said anything to me retrain out of the same gym were there at the same times he's still interacts with a few people that I interact with. But if I'm in the same vicinity, don't say Hey to them, but not to me.. i don't regret the decision I made because it was the best decision I could have made.\nBut it's one that has really made me see that even the best decisions have consequences that don't really match the decision

I honestly can't really feel my upper body this morningI honestly can't really feel my upper body this morning. But that's okay, because this weekend, I proved that if you work hard enough\n Something might happen when you least expect it so whether you're training for an event or trying to figure out how to get out of bed. Keep going because even when it hurts.The pain pays off

For in the last few weeks , i've been dealing with something on the professional side of life , because even though I haven't technically been working , i've still been training on this side helping a buddyFor in the last few weeks, I've been dealing with something on the professional side of life, because even though I haven't technically been working, I've still been training on this side helping a buddy start an adaptive training program. Without going into detail , the last few weeks have been rough through no fault of mile , i've had to deal with other people's choices in consequences of their choices that they don't wanna accept. The situation came to a head this week.And after a lot of sleepless nights and a lot of seeking guidance from people I trust , I decided to step away from the program Two program members decided to step away from the program as well2 program members decided to step away from the program as well.\nAnd I asked me to continue their training journey , one is a quadrupletic , and one is a paraplegic?\nAnd over the last few months , we were all becoming good friends. Yesterday started the next chapter of that fitness journey for both them and me. And for the first time in a year, I got paid to do what I love. It's not much but it didn't start. I don't know where it's going, but I'm excited to see where it goes because just like everything this team does. It's another situation where we have to rise and climb. But through rising , we realized that the pressure were under has made us stronger in this morning , I feel that way!

Having conversationsHaving conversations.\nWith a crime teammate earlier this week.There's some really exciting things in the works

So in about two weeks , I get to go to the local rehab hospital and speak about optical course racing to this spinal cord support group and of course , i'm going to bring up climbing the mountain