This is surgery numberā¦.cant rememberā¦lol When you get kicked and have a surgery illness or other life altering events it is easy to say fuck it Iām done. Iāve worked so hard and now none of it mattered. Thatās not the truth. The work you did always matters. It will allow you rebuild faster and better than before. caveat to that is that once you go through this you will not be the same person or athlete. Youāre different and need to come up with a different way to train in order to continue to seek growth. Back to the basics back and time to build. What have you gone through in life similar to this?