I haven't gamble. Still the effects on been realistic and grantees worked on my mindset, I have thought about it but been strong 💪 🙂 🙃

I started gambling about 18 years ago. Firstly I did not think about winning, it was my time period relaxing. Then it all changed, I wanted to win money, that's when it spiral. I stole, my marriage was in crisis, there was point broken promises, relapses continued but I didn't change. Until yesterday I thought to myself, you have to change your mindset on what's realistic and granteed, what worse timing when all lenders rejected me to borrow to consolidate all my debts. Anyway tomorrow is another day. I will sort out my life and move on. I have not gamble for 2days and hopping I will continue. Recovery and healing is my mindset now. I will continue tomorrow.

When you have an addictive life. Life is in a motion of lies, betrayal, no love for the people that care for you and broken promises. But never give up, hope is always there. Do things differently after you relepse to help you get better. Recovery and Healing is all that matters. Stay Positive & God Bless

When you are struggling with Financially. Keep calm, don't go for loans, borrow from friends, ask families or gamble to find the money. Be realistic and what's grantees, so sit down and make a plan, if you can call your creditors to put payments off and deal with one issue at the time. Do what's realistic and grantees for yourself.

Be true to yourself God Bless