I’ve always had the fear of being murdered most of my life but lately my hangovers have been full of paranoia… My nervous system feels shot, and my fear of being murdered is heightened 10x 😭🥴 It’s a huge reason I’m a home body, why I don’t leave the country or go on planes, why I don’t pursue my destiny. I have no idea where it stems from, maybe a past life?

When I was manifesting, I was manifesting numbers (certain amount of money, etc.) I now know that it’s the desire behind it that I wanna tap into to and really not become a emotionally dependent on reality changing. One thing I would look at is the numbers and validate it when I hit it and validated when I don’t whether it is in content or moneywise. I joined to go deeper so I won’t hit a certain ceiling every time. I want to let go of during rough periods having a story to it. I took away people who were already holding me back a few days ago, so this is the first step. The notion of setting an intention to do something, but actually not being attached to the outcome if a hiccup pops up is what Aaron drew me into this group. I’ve been spiritual for about a year now watching other creators, but he explains it in a different way, which makes me understand it a little better.

I'm curious as to what is your biggest challenge right now? what is your focus and what is your biggest goal? I'm creating content and would love to know how I can help!