Prayer request for my extended family. We had to pull the plug on my brother n law on Friday. He passed on Saturday. And then my father n law was fatally shot last night. He passed this morning. Pray for my strength to be there for them during this time.

Transparent moment, In this season of Answered prayers, I am asking for strength to be able to walk in them. I'm nervous because I can see God doing the work, opening the doors, and closing the ones that won't and don't serve me. Here is the Request: This next chapter I'm walking in is scary not going to lie and it is moving very fast on all ends. My old response is to either, run, or completely shut down because I'm overwhelmed and can't compute or see my next steps. This has never served me, (Hindsight 20/20) took a min to recognize the pattern AND have the courage to say it out loud, I despise not being good at something, and /or failing at something due to those unhealed parts (another story for another day lol) always hits different. So this brings me to today, I have prayed and prayed for where I am right now, and where I am headed. What is standing in the way of my break through, is ME. Whew! Its is like a fight I'm having with old (somewhat current) Self and with who God has called me to be. And I do mean fighting! But I know that it is already done and that God will have the last word. I need capacity, I need direction, I need focus, I need Strength to fight! UGH!!!

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