Being patient with myself staying clean and healthy isn't one of my struggles it's making it to the finish line. I know this isn't a race a d it's a life time progress but I get so anxious to not let everyone know I'm sober but to get done with treatment and start the life I have been wanting for a long time especially with my girlfriend.

Im still struggling i just got a good poker face times are hard for me I got a lot of shit going on things I need to a compliment and it's hard im use to using the drug to guide me through my struggles. But it's one day at a time and I made it another 24 hours clean