I spent four and a half hours painting today. Harder work than I expected. And while I was doing that, I had a conversation I'd been quietly dreading, with my son's dad, about some changes my son's been navigating. I went in expecting it to get tense, expecting to have to manage a defensive reaction, and it didn't go that way. We ended up in a really good place, with him being supportive in a way that genuinely helps our son. At the end of the day, I noticed that neither of those things had unravelled me. Not the physical exhaustion, not the emotional care that conversation took. I just held it all, kept going, and came out the other side intact. That's not because today was easy. It wasn't. But here's what I keep coming back to. We talk about nervous system regulation like it means things stop being hard. Like if you've done the work, difficult stuff just rolls off you and life feels manageable and light. That's not what it actually is. Hard things are still hard. Tiring things are still tiring. Conversations that need careful handling still require care. A four and a half hour physical shift is still a four and a half hour physical shift. What changes is the capacity to hold those things without going under. Before I started doing this work, a day like today would have undone me. The physical tiredness alone would have sent me into a spiral. Add a delicate, emotionally loaded conversation on top and I'd have been done for the day, probably the next day too. Everything would have felt like too much. Now I'm tired. But it's the settled kind of tired. The kind where you can look back and think, yeah, I handled that well, and feel okay about it. Same life. Same demands. Different capacity. And that capacity isn't something you either have or you don't. It's something you build, steadily, through body-based practice that works in the middle of real life, not just on a perfect morning with a clear schedule. That's what The Somatic Yoga Collective is for. A gentle, consistent space to do that work, so that when the hard days come, and they always do, you've got something to land on.

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I woke up this morning convinced the builders had painted my living room the wrong colour. I wasn't even home, I was at my mum's, and somehow my brain had decided to panic about a wall I couldn't see. The colour was fine, by the way. Right colour the whole time. But that set the tone for the entire morning. Hector was difficult the whole way to school, then I had to go to B&Q for a load of stuff, and suddenly every driver on the road was in my way and winding me up. I got home, tried to talk to my mum, found her irritating. Tried to work, couldn't concentrate. I was all over the place, pissed off, ragged, completely done with everything before it was even lunchtime. And I want to say something about mornings like that, because I used to think they meant something was wrong with me. When everything and everyone is irritating you, that's usually not a character flaw, it's a nervous system that's gone into activation. When your system is wound up like that, ordinary things, the traffic, your kid, your own mother, stop registering as normal and start registering as threats. Everything grates. That's not you being a horrible person, that's your physiology. The bit that always catches me out is this. I kept trying to work through it. I had hours before I needed to collect Hector and I was sitting there thinking I don't have the brain capacity to do anything. But the capacity was there. I just couldn't reach it, because you cannot think clearly from inside that much activation. Forcing concentration out of a dysregulated system doesn't make you productive, it just makes you feel more incapable, and then you've got the original stress plus a fresh layer of I'm failing sitting on top of it. So here's what I actually needed, and what I'm learning to reach for faster each time: 🌿 Stop trying to work first. It's not happening from here, and forcing it just digs the hole deeper. 🌿 Bring the system down before anything else. Get outside, move, breathe, cool off if it's hot, get out of the environment that's winding you up for twenty minutes.

I’ve been sitting here at my mum’s kitchen table, absolutely melting, and thinking a bit about how we treat our own energy levels when life gets messy. It is so hot today. Like, uncomfortably, can’t-quite-think-straight hot. My bedroom was 28 degrees last night, my living room is currently a disaster zone of piled-up furniture because of the building work, and there’s a cleaner buzzing around doing bits here while I try to find a corner to work. In the past, this kind of day would have completely thrown me off. I’d be stressed about the mess, frustrated that I’m not getting enough done, and trying to force myself to push through the fog to tick off a massive to-do list. But today? I’m just... not doing that. I’m ticking a few simple things off the list, keeping it as humanly basic as possible, and letting that be enough. Because the truth is, I can only do what I can do. That’s just facts. When it's this hot and everything is a bit up in the air, your nervous system is already working overtime just to cope with the environment. Piling on a load of pressure to be a "productivity machine" is just unkind. And the funny thing is, when you stop forcing things from a place of panic, the stuff you actually care about starts to flow. Yesterday, despite the heat and the furniture chaos, I managed to record and post my very first yoga video for my group. And you know what? It went down really well. I didn't need to be perfect; I just needed to show up as I was. We don't need to wait for perfect conditions to celebrate a win, and we definitely don't need to punish ourselves when our capacity is low. Sometimes, just accepting where you're at and saying "this is all I've got today" is the biggest win of all. I'm off to see if the sofa downstairs is cooler for a sleep option tonight, because survival mode is real right now! How are you coping with your energy levels today? Are you forcing a massive list, or are you letting yourself keep it simple? Let me know in the comments, I'd love to hear how you're doing.