Infinite gratitude to Aaron- on all levels. Today’s THANKS is for facilitating (another) massive breakthru. The 1st time I did this, I found her- in a tiny glass box. Crated, angry, scared, malnourished (think United States of Tara). I freed her & held the space. Like Vic said, she had animalistic trauma to release (Now, I know that’s what happened during their (Vic & Patti- I pray I’m spelling that right🫶) breath work session. ❤️ I kept doing the meditation. Randomly (Not 21 days in a row- like Aaron suggests & I know works). Turns out, I was the one keeping her in the box. That “story” guilt, shame & remorse. Truth: I was protecting her from getting hurt worse😭. Baby ME got held & Loved- validated. Little ME got the same. Teenage ME was lurking in the shadows. Her voice came thru the sacral chakra & accepting codependent tendencies & reality build on lies created our sexual/relationship past. Work in progress. Leveling up with certainty. Today, ME took us back to a memory I’d already addressed. Ego tried to change it, think of something “new.” Control. ME stood firm. She wanted to be held again. Validated. Reminded. SAFE. A voice. We got it. Control is what changed today. Both my definition & attempts. I let go & I “won.” Love wins… Backstory: My kids dad wouldn’t let me in “our” house, 2 days before Cmas. We became house-less. Jan 22, I invited him to our daughter’s bday dinner (Her request). He came & his behavior had our oldest crying in the bathroom. Few random “I Love You” texts to our oldest. Saw him @ Easter- made her cry again. Silence. Now- symbolic cuz I met him 4th of July weekend & it WAS my fav holiday- 2 of my kids are at his stepsisters house & he’s decided to “bring his new girlfriend over, to meet them,” *not “Cuz I want to see them.” *not cuz “I miss them.” I agreed, but set boundaries. They BLEW thru them. My emotions erupted. I was rolling w the toxic punches externally, but ME threw a vicious tantrum & would not accept “silence.” My body was crouching tiger, my mind a spiraling loop of overthinking. This time, I was watching it more than “being” it. I was ready to address the emotional inflation & lack of conflict resolution- instead of injustice. I changed.

I'm thinking of running a brand new 21-day love shift challenge that is an updated version of my Magnetic Love Challenge, which is the most powerful 21-day challenge I've ever run the original created testimonials from many people who either attracted love, went deeper in their relationships, or created more self-love inside of themselves than any other thing I've ever done In this challenge, I will reveal the shift method and how you can apply that to this specific area of your life This 21-day challenge will include live workshops, breathwork, and my new technology called Aaron AI that can personally coach you specifically through your patterns in a way, unlike anything you've probably experienced before, unless you've joined my more recent 21-day Raising Vibration Challenge! This challenge will be for people that want to create self-love inside of themselves, remove relationship blocks and patterns that are blocking intimacy and depth, and/or people that are single and want to remove the blocks to attracting love lmk if you'd be excited for this! comment "I'm IN!" if you want this! I'm thinking in the next couple weeks of doing it!

There’s a story here, but the words keep falling flat. Last week, she crossed over- without warning & we are left shell shocked. Everyone who knew her said, “she changed my life,” followed with an authenticity story. Myself included. She had demons & she’s free from them now. That brings me peace. She never sat still, she deserves to rest. Now, she sees herself like we did. Now she’s got freedom- from ego, what she gave us. Our story starts a long time ago (shortly before this picture was taken). She was my cousins 1st girlfriend, forced her out of the closet. Something I didn’t even realize was a big deal- the 1st light shined on the “conditions” in our unconditional Love based family. We discovered Conscious Creation together- thru the Lynda Dahl books & “You Can Heal Your Life.” We lived together. She created my 1st home. I didn’t know what it was like to matter- until she put a sheet on the couch for me. Such a silly thing to leave a deep mark. Good Lord, she LOVED food, slightly more than dancing. She was a networker. If you knew her, then you got 6+ random phone #s added to your list. Glorious people who are trusted, cuz “Brooke trusts you.” Your tribe. She was fire & ice. She’d teach you how to breathe, then knock the wind out of you. On to the next project, job &/or state. You couldn’t catch her. But I did. I was there thru almost all of it. Festivals. Break-ups. Cross country move. She was my daughter’s 1st babysitter & she’s terrified of babies. She cut me off during Covid- went to a dark place. I tried to find her, but she cut everyone off. She was good at disappearing. Last year, I saw Yonder at a festival & walked away putting an ISO on fb for her. That got me talking to her cousin. 2 days later, she sends me a text. We talked for hours before realizing she didn’t know about my post. Accidentally hit my name, trying to text someone else, & decided to send a message. THAT is why I needed Brooke. I had been thru hell & was able to verbally process it w her. She got the same therapy thru me. A year of intense processing.

A few minutes ago I posted this question: "Is it possible to be triggered without being a victim?" — and both responses interpreted it as witnessing someone else being victimized. I had never seen it that way before! So let me try again. Is it possible to be triggered without a victim story running underneath it? What do you think?