I've battled with Mental health most of my life. I go the the storm here and there. I previously had a awesome 5 yr of normalcy. Then something traumatic happened and all that disappeared. I'm 48 so this isn't my first rodeo. I ended up going inpatient (felt like an adult timeout lol) I didn't get any real help, but I guess I needed that time out. When I came home a short while letter I felt the nudge to learn about the universe. I then went in to 5 days of darkness. All I did was cry. I couldn't go to the store with out a crying outburst. After that I started looking at moments from my past and this time I wasn't in the moment I was looking at that moment. Watching all of these moments, no good moments mind you. For the first time I wasn't emotionally over it. I wasn't mad at anyone that did me wrong. I was more mad at myself for allowing it. I realized that I am the cause of my depression. That's a people pleaser for you. I see alot of number signs. Like 444,1111, 555 etc. So I guess after all that I would say I'm here to connect with people who are going through the awakening. Trying to talk to someone that isn't ready yet well ๐ฉ So everyone feel free to reach out. I'm not here to pull people to the path. Just looking for friends to walk with on the wayโจ๏ธ