Its been a while since I had just complete silence. And go figure its while my 3 yr old son is napping at 5pm. As usual when I can get that me time. oddly. Silence. Brings thoughts. And thats what we need to channel. Direction. Ive been living alot in the moment lately. As Ive been doing a lot of music creation Ive been doing too much reflecting for my comfort. Living in the past to reflect. was maybe necessary. because from that I created over 30 songs. And Yes alot of the tracks where about previous events leading up to today. And as I sit here thinking. Ive been living in the moment but its caused me to tread in the past. and now Not being happy with where I am. In Life. Im thinking its because I have been investing all my time into my current situation. Living in a RV. With no main income stream. Taking care of my kids by grace. though I usually only have them on weekends. I need to put it into crunch time. Its Time To Get It. As the winter season gets ready to round the corner and we lay our old selves to rest. Shed our old habits. Change old ways. Let go of dead things. And leave behind dead weight.. All we are left with are bare branches preparing to flourish and grow new leaves and fruit and get bigger and stronger. We grow silently like the trees. So deeply rooted that it may take years before we are actually ready to show Any Fruit. But this Spring season is gonna be unlike any other. So much fruit is gonna grow. Its gonna be falling off so more can grow. This season is our season of abundance. Of OVERFLOW. Ase. While we may find ourselves lacking right now. Is not every tree missing leaves?. And every fruit baring tree without fruit in the winter season? Stages in life we go through. As we develop. As we rest and grow in silence. As our Mind, Body, and Soul prepare for a new harvest. A New season of growth. As we have matured to the point we should expect to produce much fruits from our own silent labor. Ase. Let us rest in confidence. That our time has only yet begun. That this new season be the season we shine beyond our own visuals. That others see the growth as we sprout forth new branches and stand tall amongst the others.