To answer the original questionāyes, I think so. Over time, Iāve developed a studio rhythm where I work on three or four 9x12-inch mixed-media paintings at once. I mostly use acrylic, charcoal, graphite, colored pencil, and wax crayonāreally anything that feels right in the moment. This process puts me into a flow state where I lose myself completely. Itās become a form of meditation. These works are intuitive, drawn from memory and imagination. For a while, I struggled with how much time I spent on them, feeling it might compete with my more āseriousā studies. I worried I wasnāt growing. Now, I treat weekends as a space for this freer, exploratory work and weekdays for more deliberate, academic practice. Looking back over the body of work, I can see real growthāin confidence, material handling, and approach. My hope is that the two modesāthe disciplined study and the intuitive playācontinue to inform and strengthen each other. One thing Iāve learned, and have to relearn often, is to notice when art starts to feel stressful. Thatās usually a sign Iāve become too attached to outcomes. Nothing stifles creative flowāor growthāfaster than that.