I was sitting in my car the on Wednesday morning woke up from under my sleeping bag, it's been cold at night, so I've been going under the sleeping bag, kind of kid-like but hey trying to keep warm. The good thing is I am in a car so that can be a plus, although not the preferred place to sleep as a bed with a bathroom is helpful, but thankful for what I have. And so in the morning I am sitting there, I am writing, and I see someone I know pulling into the gas station but I don't get out to go see them, I just sit in the car. Then I am back to writing and about 30 minutes go by, I look up and I see, hey is that who I think it is? Across from where I am parked there is another parking lot called the park and ride. So I called the friend I thought it could be and asked her if she was over there, and didn't get her got a voicemail, left a voicemail, and then texted just in case she didn't hear the ringing of the phone. And I asked her the same question. Then I got the answer "Yes" and that she was making her way over to that other parking lot soon, so she would come by and say hi. I went back to writing, eventually I saw her car had moved and had not seen her yet. She came over to the door of the car and knocked on the window. We talked she was telling me she was on the way to a conference for her job and had a couple of nights in a hotel and wanted to extend the invitation to me. At first I wasn't sure I wanted to, I had some things coming up this week and I was thinking about some past things so I was not sure I should. So she prayed. And then I said you know what sure! I decided not to look at the past and rather look towards the present and future of what a good time I would have. So I went and parked the car in the park and ride and got some stuff out of the car and moved it into her car when she got it closer to my vehicle. And I didn't have to pack this bag but I did, He says in His word to pack light. And here I was packing food. Food I didn't need to bring, because He provides. And I barely needed any of the food in that bag I brought, ended up hauling a lot of it back with me. Yes, the red peppers didn't make it, and neither did the lettuce, but instead I ate really well. At the hotel they had a very big buffet of hot and cold foods. And they had smoked salmon and bagels with other toppings, I had this 2 times for each morning we were there. Also had some bacon, sausage, french toast, pastries etc. They had omelets and waffles but I didn't want those options, almost got an omelet one morning but had way too much on my plate to get one. I had plenty of food. I had a good night's rest in the hotel, 3 showers, a pool and hot tub if I wanted to swim but didn't. And more than enough time to get some writing done. Of course, the writing I did get done was not as much as I thought I would get done. But apparently what I have needed to talk about has been a process for what the book/journaling can become. Once the thoughts are all organized the way they should be, it'll be good.

I've been so blessed by miracles. The ones I wanted and the ones I thought I didn't want! I've been through a lot with Cancer, brain injuries, chronic illness, financial disaster, chronic pain, depression, anxiety, and difficult family relationships. But God has brought me through them all. One example is when I was estranged from my child. They cut me off and closed the door on our relationship, including uninviting me from the baby shower of my next grandchild. At first I was just furious. I had sacrificed and given SO much for this child. I had bent over backwards in ways I didn't for the others. Yet they had accused me of vague things and wouldn't clearly tell me what I had done so I could fix it. They were convinced of untruths about our relationship. There was evidence for it. There was more evidence against it. But they weren't open to seeing beyond their perspective. I went about my life with a high and mighty attitude that I was right and they were choosing evil. But I knew who I was and I was not going to succumb. to their manipulation. Two days later, I found a small toy that had been left behind in the guest room that had lived in for the better part of 2 years. I was flooded with memories of playing with my grandchildren individually many hours with that toy. My arms and lap felt so empty and my heart broke. I collapsed to the floor weeping like I hadn't in decades. I was so overcome with the pain of losing all of my grandchildren at least until adulthood. My child and his spouse were so very hostile toward me. I didn't know how I could handle this much pain. After several days of prayer and fasting, I turned to God and asked that He carry this pain for me and told Him I didnt think I could bear it any more. And from that moment, He actually did. It was a fact and not pain. Jesus carried that pain for me. After that, I began to see th thing I had done wrong for my child. I felt God working in me, gently correcting me. And I made some changes. They never deserved the treatment I got, but I did need to make the changes.

Hi Marit 👋 Welcome to Possible with God Testimonies hopefully the encouragement group will be helpful for you! My name is Kelly Jacobini I am a daughter of God, a wife a mom of 2 and a lady who is passionate for Jesus, I love encouraging and helping people in their journey, I believe when God does the miraculous we arent supposed to hide it but to share it! So if you got a story that Holy Spirit brings to your attention that you want to share about How God did the what looked like Impossible made Possible in your life we all can be encouraged by that! If you are joining us as an entrepreneur/builder glad to have you here! If you want to share a bit about yourself and where you are from feel free to do so! Refreshment where we make a space for God is on Friday morning EST 8:30am 🌄 that is free to be a part of. There is a classroom with some classes in it if you'd like to sign up for 1, and there are 2 upgrades to this group if you are wanting coaching!

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