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Thank you for letting me enter my closest place for me! I've got the moment to do this bigger go through before Diagnosen 2023 feb actually I fulfill evert different criteria I'm born 1972 Dec , And when I came out from where it was. I just felt like a heavy knights armour just fell off and I feel all the way back to my begging so to speak.. well my warmest time in my life, I remember more pictures than just moments.. but it was all before I was five.. (sorry, but it's hard explaining without any details 😅) Then I was feeling warm, the smell, feeling under my feet "who I was" and the sounds around me... I was at my grandparents ( mother side) "cabin" in open place with Seaview.. I was barefoot, Spruces around the plot and the needles on the ground, it was a hot summer day. It was with my grandparents and their dog Bloodhound that was my horse.because I loved freedom as long as I know, I have been able to talk about injustices versus rights of people from the Bible, aborigines of America most North America, for grandpa's cowboy movies. John Wayne ex I did not like how they treated the Indians (indigenous) Crazy Horse and Sioux etc. Everything coming up within me was very happy but to rebuild me by finally being myself.Spruces around the plot and the needles on the ground, it was a hot summer day. It was with my grandparents and their dog Bloodhound that was my horse.because I loved freedom as long as I know, I have been able to talk about injustices versus rights of people from the Bible, aborigines of America most North America, for grandpa's cowboy movies. John Wayne ex I did not like how they treated the Indians (indigenous) Crazy Horse and Sioux etc. Everything coming up within me was very happy but to rebuild me by finally being myself.Spruces around the plot and the needles on the ground, it was a hot summer day. It was with my grandparents and their dog Bloodhound that was my horse.because I loved freedom as long as I know, I have been able to talk about injustices versus rights of people from the Bible, aborigines of America most North America, for grandpa's cowboy movies. John Wayne ex