@Brian Barbieri yes, I agree too. The feelings that arise can get extremely visceral. From my own experiences, awareness of a spaciousness and knowing that if I process through it without loosing myself in the urgency for it to be over or not there to begin with, I’m able to find my way to the other side with a greater understanding that I needed to feel all that so intensely in order to move forward/integrate/evolve. Each day is an opportunity to engage with the integration process and what once was much more textured in a variety of ways starts to smooth out. Wording one’s individual experience is a little tricky when it comes to experiencing and integrating 5 as I’m sure you’re aware. But, just know, from the sound of it, you’re on the right track and you’ve gathered helpful folk close by to help you on the journey. That’s important.