Hello, I’ve been a part of this community for about 9 days now and I’m in the process of doing the High Vibe 101 course and I started having some blocks. What I mean is that I live with a family that already think I’m not normal and I’m weird and so I have this block that I don’t feel comfortable enough to do the breathwork ceremony when they’re in the house (and there is ALWAYS someone in the house with me). I’m afraid that they’ll laugh at me and tell the rest of the family how crazy I am like they always do and stuff, they already tend to laugh at me when I’m meditating, talking about spiritual stuff or working out (it took me a while to be comfortable enough to work out around them but I still feel uncertain while they’re around) so I really don’t know what to do about that. The same block I have with grounding because I’d love to go barefoot on a grass or hug a tree but I l’m afraid people will be talking about me and thinking I’m crazy because there is always someone in the places where there’s nature in my city (even though it’s not that big of a problem to me comparing to the problem above). I hope you’ll give me some advice to overcome my fear of being seen as a crazy/stupid person, love you all ❤️🙏

💚the biggest insight gained from the workshop: We don’t need to work hard to achieve enlightenment because we are already enlightened and the only thing we need to do is to let go and understand that we are not our thoughts. 💚one thing that has been draining my energy: My family that I live with, especially my mom and my brother with his fiancée - people who live in a victim mentality, complain all the time about the smallest things and are constantly looking for drama. 💚what would I be without this energy and how it impacts my life: When I’m around those people I can feel how negative they are in a moment, and every time they are complaining to me or around me about something, I start having negative thoughts towards the things they’re talking about and I feel the urge to start complaining myself. Without this energy I would feel lighter and I would be more at peace with the world and other people. I would be more inspired and energetic, more loving. 💚what I plan to do about it: -> shadow work to better understand why their opinions about certain things affect my state of being so much -> not being around when they’re in a negative mood or just focusing on myself in a moment -> observe my thoughts and feelings without reacting in a moment -> understand that their thoughts/opinions and all of the other stuff aren’t my stuff and have nothing to do with me so I can just detach myself from that

Did my first homework for today and I feel really positive about the changes I'm making!! 🥰

I needed to do a lot of screen shots because I wrote a lot but I tried my best to include as much things as possible. 😌 Now, I feel that at the end of the High Vibe 101 the change will be enormous!! I can’t wait to start transforming my life and becoming my higher self! ❤️😊

Finally warm and sunny here in Finland. Enjoying myself in the nature and grounding...