I'm just curious where you guys are at

Hey guys! Part of the reason I started this community was so you guys could share your souls philosophy too, so now I wanna hear from you guys! Drop some of your souls philosophies and connections you've made while watching my videos or playing Dark Souls or just connections you've made in general! I'd love to hear what you guys interpretations are!

Hey everyone! 👋 This is a community for people who love Dark Souls and Self Improvement! Here we can share ideas, talk about life lessons from games, and help each other grow. The idea is leveling up both in-game and in real life. Here’s what you can do to get started: 1. Introduce yourself → say your name (or online name) and your favorite Souls moment. 2. Share an idea → There is no limitation to what you can post. I'm super interested myself to hear more different philosophies that come from the games! → What’s one topic, struggle, or question you’d love to see me talk about in a future video? 3. Check in anytime → this is a place to talk openly about growth, mindset, and of course Souls. Be safe, friend. Don't you dare go Hollow. ⚔️🔥

I have always problems with making friends, in september i start the 2nd year of high school and the only true and trusted friend i have go in another school, last year I managed to make a friend and, as I can say, it's not really a "real" friendship, it's more of a "school" friendship where once school ends we won't see each other again, but I would like this friendship to continue outside of school because this friend is very nice and more, but I'm too introverted, shy, and scared to "improve" this friendship(and create new ones) Any advice?

Today i have again noticed a fear i might have, no idea where it came from and why, and i believe its one of the worse ones you can have, In a way it is a fear of being "too much" but it goes deeper, it stops me from showing happiness and being cheerful and so on, Fearing happiness yet constantly trying to reach it while your brain avoids it is difficult, the last time i truly smiled was probably a few years ago, i can barely remember the 'true' feeling of happiness or content, yet not faltering and not really turning my self into emotion deprived husk, but trying to do better despite all of this. And thus i may be stuck in a loop until i will focus on feeling again, im not sure what kind of help i want to ask here just like a brainstorm of ideas and opinions will suffice. Thank you.