I must say first off. The response to our assessment of The Core review really affected me. What I felt like after reading some of the comments was profound. I almost felt like I had betrayed XG, the group that I have grown so fond of. I haven’t watched much XG content since then or participated much in any discussion. I didn’t listen to XG for a week or so. But I decided to listen to The Core a few more times and try and rekindle my excitement for this group. I have found that I am really enjoying The Core now. Something to reflect on. I think the ALPHAZ community can be quite toxic in some areas. Absolute devotion to a group is not healthy in my honest opinion. XG almost lost a fan a supporter in me because of the fandom and not because of their actions. I have realized that in the ALPHAZ community there are a couple of factions. The we support and are proud of XG and are ok with differing opinions. And the other toxic players in the game that want to tare down any decanting opinion even if it damages XGs reputation or success. Well I am back on board. I watched the Rock the Boat video and very much enjoyed it. They all look like they are genuinely happy and having a blast together. It made me smile and dance in my seat a bit with them. I am not going to let the fandom ruin my relationship with XG. Thank you for your reading. Aaron