I stayed too long when the love and respect wasn't reciprocated You show me your true colors yeah you demonstrated Red flags toxic behavior showing me all your narcissistic ways Had me questioning myself crying over you for days Unhealthy relationship patterns our so-called unconditional love like a window shattering Had to ask myself am I just dreaming or imagining What our love will be like if you could only do right I must admit I can't forget them sleepless nights I spent alone while you roam calling your phone not knowing if you coming home Talking about your phone lost juice or you was sleep Still I'm concerned like did you rest well and did you eat I felt like I was fighting a losing battle My heart and mind wasn't agreeing felt like I was chasing your Shadow Hoping and praying things between us will get better I was down to stick it out with you no matter the weather I had to face reality you was only loving yourself instead of loving each other My homies at home girls like Tasha get your s*** together Now I'm recovering and healing solo dolo on a mission Trying to get you out my system at times I can't help reminiscing At the end of the day I ain't missing nothing The whole time you was fronting on social media thinking you stunting word on the streets you still out here f****** for drinks and blunts and To be honest you look good gone I'm standing 10 toes down real strong I'm at peace in my life rediscovering myself strengthening my heart and my mental You wanted it this way it could have all been so simple

You left my emotions at the door. Not even looking back. You left this smile I once had into a frown and now I don't even want to turn around, not ever letting you see my face again the back is all you will see on the back end. You hurt my heart and that was just the beginning of this broken heart. You took all of what I had left in me to give, what little I thought I had left in me, pouring it slowly on the floor as I watched!! Why me is all I could say? I thought you felt the same way, but I was wrong and plenty of times you have shown me that the feelings were not mutual and I decided to look the other way. Telling myself to give you a chance you just need time maybe it is me moving too fast. Knowing you would come around once you see all the love I have in me. No!! That hasent happend either wanting to be with you every second, every minute; losing myself in the moment holding on to a feeling that I didn't want to lose, getting blinded by the light of love. Holding you is just the half of it when I speak to you I speak to you like a little story, or like a poet. Because there are things I want to say to you that may flow above your head almost like this. Allow me to be your blanket while the beautiful white snow flows on a cold wintery day, allow me to be your hot chocolate as you drink me I shall warm you from the inside out. Let me be the Dandie lying you smell in the morning while the cool breeze of spring flows through your window. Allow me to keep you cool and be the reason the sweat drops down your body like the AC in the window on a hot summer day. Just allow me to be your Queen as you are my King. But we can't have that, can we? you have broken my heart and left me all alone because you are not ready. You are afraid. You are selfish because you truly don't have a heart. you choose to lie and take other people for granted because you don't even know who you are. So we will say you are lost The end Delleesa Harris 2025

It's so hard to look forward to a bright future, when you keep reliving your past Trials and tribulations, how long will they last. Blinded by love, living in this uncertain world. This life isn't all peaches and cream, money, diamonds and pearls. Longing to be accepted and chosen, at the end of the day, who's going to ride. Lack of self care and self love, could be a form of suicide. Yet I refuse to give up, questioning myself whether your love for me is strong. Acceptance is the key Living in the Unknown.

Walking in the shadows of healing It isn't a quiet thing. It's the sound of footsteps echoing back the truths you dare to hide, Outrun me, I don't think so. It's the place where the light doesn't quite reach, But you can feel it. a warmth brushing the edges like it's waiting for you to stop pretending you don't deserve it. It's the part that told you to break yourself to be worthy of rebuilding. It's choosing to keep moving even when the ground is broken even when the past seems to whisper louder than the future. Healing is not always the sunrise. It's the long walk before it, the part where your breath is visible and your hands are cold but you keep going anyway.

Flex, I need no rest. I put it to the test, Energy speaking earned not borrowed. Confidence that doesn't carry a receipt, No need to charge it, it's already paid in full. The difference between looking big and being big, ya dig? Polished from the bottom to the top, The flex is undeniable. I flex with tone, I flex with poems. Take your time to read, and let it hit home. No need to cut it, no need to clean it The version I put it in, I mean it. I don't move loud, I move with certainty. Don't you see it's clear to me? They say apply that pressure. I breathe it in. Like Climate control. Boolet proof, No fake manufacture. No AI, just me, the one. My flex comes from the one doing all the clapping, The hype me up was my satisfaction. So keep your flex up, look at them step up. By Delleesa Harris 1/28/26 Thank you. Stay flexing with LOVE flex those poems