This journey has led me to face what it seemed like unimaginable state of oneself - Solitude! Distractions, constant noise, liveliness around was something I chased tirelessly, because I thought - that way I would never be alone.. Yet I felt like the loneliest person that has ever lived.. Only when fully embracing solitude, encouraging myself to stop running away from silence and stillness, I finally felt like a part of something Greater! Now I make room for time away in silence and stillness, am grateful and joyous whenever opportunity of being alone presents itself (life can get very busy🤭).. Because when that happens, the depth and connection is unmatched.. And in that state it’s impossible to ever feel lonely, because nothing really is still or silent.. Other Souls speak, Nature moves, it flows, welcomes and communicates.. Are we slowing down to listen (?) . . *Through Portal Above* No longer I know how to ride out these days, How to conceal this uncomfortable phase, And I don’t want to step out of slow-flowing pace, So that I would push us towards confusing maze. I’m worried - in there you’ll stop loving me deep, Will play out scenarios where I don’t speak, So I silently start to crumble down, become weak, Due to fear of you thinking - “she’s no longer unique”. These rapid yet swift-movement rises and drops, Leaving me shattered all over hilltops, Where I can not tell apart peace from psyops, And craziness showers me down like raindrops. How could my words make sense to anyone sane, How the pain wrapped in silence will ever leave my domain? Why Patience take backseat, left me struggle to see, Through all the lessons I had to endure, “Just Set Me free!”, I screamed in dark void thinking that’ll do the trick, Only a while later realising - it’s me who made myself ‘sick’… Then sudden Great feel of serenity entered The Space, Softly whispering long waited promise - “Embrace!” And so, On stone-cold strong floor and through Portal Above, Transcend and Ascend like Magnificent Dove,

Hey friends, I know how it feels to be working on stuff and not have the proper support to lean on when things get a bit overwhelming. If you have a project that you’re working on that seems a bit large, drop it below! Then send some note of encouragement to someone in the chat!! Love you all!

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From my personal experience this journey can feel very isolating when you aren’t at your best. Since this is a safe space let’s talk about it. How are you feeling today? You are not alone!