panicked and texted and called my sp, didn't get an answer.. did i ruin it..? i feel bad.

So.. I dont know if we can accept it as a success even, but i tried something! It's so normal for us to seek evidence sometimes. And yesterday was that kind of hard day for me. I said, okay, i will see red cars tomorrow, then we will see If it's really working. So, i woke up, first thing i saw was a very unusual red car parked front of my balcony. Why it was unusual, since we living in a small neighborhood, cars are usually.. familiar? So, i said yes.. its a good start but may be a coincidence. Around evening.. i felt the urge to went for a walk. Forgot about my manifestation. Cars were not in my mind. Since it's winter, walking was not the best thing i usually do.. But i still went for a walk. I kept seeing one.. two, then i remembered my manifestation. I said, okay those are also coincidence too, so i manifested a bright car: i didn't even finish my "BRIGHT CAR" thought, and i saw a bright red car. I said, okay, keep challenging. Three more so i can believe. Guys.. three.. four.. kept going. Then when i finally reached my buildings door, i manifested seeing something related to cats. Short information; we used to have cats allwaysss but all of them are gone, dead and etc, also winter causing them to hide around normally. When i climbed the stairs, a random cat was sitting near the bush. Just one cat. :) I took all of them as a beautiful signs. And, i really don't know this part, i will gladly accept your comments on it, but i also had one more event tonight. I used to talk with a guy, which my SP got jealous of, months ago. He wasn't on my dms since i knew my SP doesn't like him, i always kept conversations short. I also cut that guy off couple of times too. Now, when i'm manifesting my SP, he randomly appeared on my dms, trying to flirt.. more than before. I'm assuming it's happening because of my self concept shift. Still, i will gladly read you guys precious comments. Good night everyone.

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