@Shannon Moss Feeling anxious stinks, especially when it revolves around finances, much of which sounds like it's out of your control. Sometimes, those times are meant for our own good. May I suggest you put the bow and arrows down. Try it. Picture it this way, the armor is for God to equip the Holy Spirit through you so the Holy Spirit can fire the arrows and manage the bulk of the quiver. Your job is to let Him (and to pray for the armor). God's armor is a gift. It should not give you weight or make you feel tired. It should give you strength, wisdom, peace, guidance, and protection. “We can make our plans, but the Lord determines our steps.” Proverbs 16:9 NLT