# I am clean by the way, just saying 😏 my, birthday 🎂 is 5/5/2026 By Kristopher LaRue Meth induced Coma, Days are long now. The nights, they never come . Walking and doings things as if i was on the run. I now do things like its programmed in my mind. Like i am the game. That not even i get to control. All this time like a dream. I feel like I've been asleep or maybe should go to sleep, or wake up . Fuck I don't know think I'll just stay up. The courts say I must stay clean but this means I must forget everything. They put this poison on every road I travel. Have you ever smoked that twacked out gravel? It makes your mind travel, then unravel, still unraveling. My mind so thirsty. So I give in, to try and quench it's thirst once again. This high though, I must dabble . Which makes me babble . The night so long now so cold !!! I long for the day, praying I will wake . I made such a mistake.

Been out there so long now Getting high being gone Running ridges and gravel roads Seems as if I am never home My wife and kids are catching on I've been getting high for far too long My mind tells me that I ain't wrong Now i've been up and fucking spun I swore I thought I was having fun Finding rocks and slain fish One more hill one more cast But first fill that pipe , I need a blast My family back at home is wondering what they did wrong Most my chores are piling up Lost the keys to my truck. Bills are adding up Lost my tools impounded my truck Better hit the woods cause i need some cash Let's get these roots save my ass Wow, how this year is all but past Another truck is being pulled\nBetter think fast.I am such a tool F****** felonies and misdemeanors are coming in I am in need of a friend $25,000 is my bail they fucking set me up for the fail By Kristopher LaRue