@Erhard H. You won't be able to understand God through words, my friend—words are very limited. But God expresses Himself through you—perhaps more through feelings (which you might be trying to fit into little boxes called "words") than through words themselves. Maybe it happens first within you as feelings rather than words, and the moment you put them into words, you commit a small act of violence against yourself. The problem is, we’ve likely been perpetuating this for a long time. And mind you, I love words—actually, I have a love-hate relationship with them. I love how they allow me to communicate—like I am with you right now—but I hate how they don't let me convey a direct experience of what people need... at least for now...