It’s not laziness , it’s your nervous system. People like to stay where it’s safe. Our subconscious minds have more to do with our lives than we think. People become lazy because they are afraid of success, change . The thought now if I become more successful, I have to show up more and have more accountability. You are not lazy you are fighting your safe zone. I would suggest writing down why you think you are working backwards instead of forging ahead. When you tell yourself …I will do it later talk yourself into “let’s just get it done”