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Mindscape Psychedelic Inst
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Hello, all! Here's a little bit about me and my personal experience with the sacred medicines... I lost my husband Lee, partner of 32 years, suddenly and unexpectedly of a heart attack on Oct. 27, 2019. This resulted in extreme grief which led to depression and an attempt to unalive myself on Nov. 20th of that year. When I crossed over and had a brief near death experience, NDE, I was brought back by the doctors, actually twice. Being home was beautiful, and I was very upset that my experience was interrupted and initially resented being brought back through the veil and I wasn't quite ready to accept my return to the grief that led to my decision to leave this plane. After a couple nights in the Emergency Room and a few days in a Psych Ward, I went on a mission to find a way to receive answers and understanding. One month later, in December of 2019, I was called to a sacred medicine ceremony (Bufo) that returned me back through the veil home and provided me the same unconditional love I experienced in my NDE, but without interruption and with the ability to return and begin integrating the experience while allowing healing to begin. As I mentioned, I was called by and to the sacred medicine Bufo Alvarius (5-MeO-DMT). Here's a link to a video I made discussing this - https://youtu.be/8IsPC5rtn0s?si=rQ759EZofntorZzZ Here's a link to the video in which I share the Sacred Ceremony experience - https://youtu.be/H4QlEQkku0g?si=edtolfTO5zeK3z6B In and through this experience I became aware of the oneness of everything! I came to understand the Divine Agreement Lee and I made to journey this life together... and for him to leave before me. It's a painfully beautiful gift of growth in Love! All is perfect. Even my attempt to unalive myself was perfect. It was and is all part of our contract. I came to understand that everything that ever was, that is and that will ever be, all exists in the eternal Now. I went home, I remembered. I remembered that I actually never left. I am journeying through the matrix and experiencing this illusion we call life. All that is truly real is Love! Love is what we are... and now we are called to remember...
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@Stephan Kerby thanks so much! I sincerely appreciate you, brother!
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@Jeremy Hardy, first and foremost, thanks so much for your service! I'm glad you heeded invitation of your friend, and the call of the medicine. My father was a war Veteran who suffered with severe PTSD. He passed away when I was 23. I saw the toll the PTSD took on him through his living years. I also lost an older brother who was a Vietnam Veteran to suicide. I truly respect and appreciate the work you are doing to help Veterans and First Responders find peace and healing through the medicine, Jeremy. I look forward to connecting further as we learn and grow together, my brother and friend. 💗🙏💗
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Kerby, I agree with you completely. 5-MeO was a catalyst for a change in mindset for me that, with dedication to integration, led to life-saving transformation. I've shared an introduction in the category of General Discussion with my story/experience. Also, on another note, as a retired trauma informed guidance counselor who worked for a number of years with the Native American population, I understand the importance of addressing patterns and habits resulting from historical trauma and generational cycles, often including abuse, through integration techniques following a powerful medicine ceremony. Again, like you mentioned, the medicine can open the door to healing, but then we must, as it is often referred to, "do the work". I prefer to frame it in a mindset of retaining the glow through self-loving practices of acceptance, grace and healing, such as meditation, journaling, breathwork, talk therapy, etc. Disclaimer, I don't profess to have it all figured out and I'm definitely here to learn from you and others. Thanks again for making this space possible! 💖
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Thanks for making this available, Kerby! I'm looking forward to participating and learning, and of course with the hope of being able to contribute to this community. 💗🙏💗
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@kelly-allen-5780
Kelly Allen - Author, empathic space holder, retired Career Counselor, and individual who has experienced the life-saving power of medicine ceremony.
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Joined Jul 16, 2026
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New Port Richey, Florida