@Courtney Young Thank you! I survived it - had a good amount of fun during it, then had a day I allowed myself to process the stress of the situation after I got home and wallow for a bit. Had people reach out to me because I was gone for a week and my online community presence is that impactful that my absence is noticed. They happened to catch me on my wallowing day, lol, so some of them got more depressed Katrina than ususal. I went and cleared those emotions of self-doubt and comparison through the success unblocked community the next day, and my spark is returning <3 I'm glowing, growing, and going to tackle this online money thing!