What the Walk Carries Back 🚶♀️
This week, like most weeks, I've been walking. Not to arrive anywhere in particular. Just to move through the world slowly enough to actually see it. Sunlight on still-bare branches, turning them gold and amber for a moment before the clouds move on. The first small flowers pushing through — quietly insisting that spring is coming whether we're ready or not. Birds whose songs I can't name but whose voices warm something in my chest. And the reflections in the water. Always the reflections. There are trees along my path that look like they arrived from somewhere ancient. Standing in front of one of them last week, I was suddenly back in Malaysia — in the tropical rainforest, that entirely different kind of green and depth and age. The same sense of wonder, a different world. It reminded me that this quality of attention travels with us. It isn’t about the place. It’s about whether we allow ourselves to stop. Over 10,000 steps a day. My body tires, but my nervous system settles. Something unknots. And then I come home and paint. I don't try to paint what I saw. I try to paint what I felt — the mood the walk left in me, the colour of the light as an emotion rather than a fact. The atmosphere that was still alive somewhere in my body when I picked up the brush. That's what nature offers me as a painter. Not subjects. Not reference. Mood. Atmosphere. A feeling that wants to find its way into colour. 🍵 A journaling prompt for this week: Think of a walk you've taken recently — or a moment outdoors, however brief. Don't try to remember what it looked like. Instead ask: What did it feel like? What was the mood of that place, that light, that moment? If it were a colour, what would it be? If it were a texture — rough, soft, layered, transparent? You don't need to paint a landscape. Just let that feeling arrive on the page in whatever way it wants to. We don't paint what we see. We paint what moves us.